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To my friend, JackSalem. Please read and comment!!
January 20, 2008JackSalem is an amazing person. I love him, he’s really sweet, he’s sensitive… and he’s always here for me. I’ve never met anyone in my life like him. We hung out one day, practically all day, and we had such a cool time together. He’s never really on here because he’s busy and only gets the internet on his parent’s computer. Anyway… JackSalem is another wonderful blessing in my life. There’s something about him that makes my heart skip beats. If you guys remember a blog I made saying I was in love with my best friend, it’s him. My fiance Tim knows. We talked about it and he understands. It’s weird, I never thought I would fall in love with one of my friends, especially while I was with someone. But I did, and you know what? At first I was really weirded out about it and very uncomfortable, but I’m ok with it now. It’s nature, this is how I feel, and he loves me back, so… we can’t control how we feel sometimes. I’ve accepted this new feeling and embraced it. So if any of you out there have the same problem like me, it’s ok to be in love with two people, even if you’re with one of them. I mean it. Some might think I’m crazy, I’m not crazy, I’m right. These are your feelings, don’t worry about it, just let it happen. I know I’m destined to be with Tim. I love him and I want to be with him for the rest of my life, JackSalem knows this as well. Tim and JackSalem are really good friends, too, so it all works out. Anyway… basically what all of this comes down to is… JackSalem is another person I could never imagine leaving my life. I’d die if he left me or wasn’t my friend anymore. We need each other. He doesn’t cry much, but he’s cried in my arms, he’s shared how he’s felt about things with me, he’s laughed with me, and he’s told me about issues he’s had. A lot of people won’t accept him, but I have. I love him, he’s a remarkable person, he’s very smart, he plays guitar, he sings, he’s a goof, lol… he’s just like us. He’s like Reno, all he’s looking for is love and acceptance. Like I’ve said, he’s made my hearts skip beats. He’s had a huge impression on my life and I will always and forever cherish that, no matter what happens. My love for him will never ever die. There is no force on or outside of the Earth that will tear our friendship apart. We fight, we argue, but who doesn’t?? Everyone does, no one’s perfect. I’ll always be here for him and I really want him to know that. He’s been through a lot lately, a lot of stress, been pretty screwed up and screwed over by people… That’s why I wanted him to come onto the Loyal because I know that you all would accept him, you’d welcome him here and show him that there are awesome people out there that will accept him for who he is. So if you could, please look him up. Welcome him, and tell him I told you about him. He’s truly worth it. He’s saved me from breakdowns and from crying, and besides my fiance… he’s the only other person I’m comfortable crying in front of. Please welcome him and accept him… I know you guys won’t let me down. I love you JackSalem!! >VanityAngel<
